Sunday, 30 December 2012

31.12.2012

bochorta shesh hoye gelo.
kemon gelo? nah, 1 kothai bola possible na asholei.
bochorer shurute mone hoisilo eta hobe amar best year. karon ami amar life partner paisi ei bochore.
r bohu bochor por dekha hoise rupa-ammu-abbur shathe.
but bochorer shesh koita din eteer ammu, shumon r shumoner ma...era amar naame jeshob kotha barta bolse, r amar ammuke choto korar try korse bivinno khetre, ami ta te khubi shocked. r etee or ammuke shobai blame dichche eta mene nite partesena r ami feel kortesi je amader 2joner moddhe 1ta distance toiri hoise.

r khelar kotha bolle ei year eo onek loss. ami besh koekbar hard attempt nisilam ekebare bondho kore debar but shesh porjonto rakhte pari nai. but ei year e amar biggesh decision holo bd te forever chole jawa. r ei decision nebar por ammu-abbu-rupa-etee shobai khushi hoisilo but etee er ammu khub oshuntoshto hoise karon ami etee ke london niye jai nai....r etheke 1ta reshareshi...

r ullekh joggo bolte ja hoise ta holo bexley college e ami permanent hoisilam, ekhon sheta chere chole jete hobe vebe kharap lagtese. karon goto 6 years agencyr through te temporary teaching korei permanent hote parsilam r tokhoni kina job chere chole jabar shiddhanto nite holo!

amar ei shiddhanter pichone koekta karon....1.ami london e r eka thakte partesina, i need my parents, sister and wife with me....jeta ekhon london e thakle possible na. secondly, jehetu ami age thekei decided chilam je settle hobo bd te, so sheta korar right time eitai karon ekhon biye korsi, career o joto joldi start okhane set up kora uchit.

onekei eta support kortesena je ami bd te jawar decision nisi but decision ta amar nijer newa r ei decision e amar kacher manushgulo amake support korse, ami tatei khushi.

so, over all bolte gele ei bochorta amar jonno frustration er 1ta bochor. biye holo but wife er shathe onek baparei match korte problem hochche. .... bd te jabar decision nilam, but taka poisha, career shob kichu 1ta onishchoitar moddhe porse....kacher manushra amake support korlo but amar naame aje baje kotha bole eteer familyr manushra amake r amar kacher manushguloke onek hurt korse....shob milaye ami bolbo bochorta amar valo jai nai....r by the way, shara bochor taka poishar shongkot tou legei chilo.

shotti opekkha kortesi 1ta better year 2013 er jonno....asholei ki better kichu wait kortese? naki aro voyonkor kichu wait kortese shamne??

                                                                                                                           2.44am; 31/12/2012

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